The other day I realized that almost all of my larger projects/involvements have something to do with the Church or the gospel or building the kingdom in general. Guess I don’t do secular very well. :P It’s as if I don’t have the heart to go through with projects that aren’t somehow connected with a greater purpose in life. Projects just for the money? No interest. At all. Cool ideas? Cool is, well, cool, but unless it makes people better, more human, and unless it somehow helps make the world a better place, my subconscious pulls out the veto.
The only seeming exception I’ve been able to think of is stories that appear to be unconnected at first, but even then, my worldview comes through in my writing, and I do see writing as a way to build the kingdom. (Actually, I think books and language in general have a huge part to play in that, so in a way I see my stories and plays as perhaps one of the biggest way I contribute. Which is still very small-scale objectively, mind you.) But that’s a post in itself, on how stories transform us (for good or evil) and make us new people. I think I could write that post over and over and over again and never get bored of it, it’s that important to me.
Which is why I really need to set up a regular time for writing each day. I’m too sporadic right now, writing only when deadlines are standing right next to me, breathing in my ear, or when the muse throws an anvil on my head. Nothing wrong with writing during those times, of course, but to get good, you have to do it regularly. Every day. That’s how masters are made.

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